I live my life in a state of artistic, creative turmoil, full of joy and tears, id and super ego, shadow and light, night and day, searching for dark romantic ideals and my own definition of beauty. I try to make order out of chaos. I want to make extraordinary that which is ordinary. I want to reach a level of spirit that is so zen I can't explain it. If you feel the same way, then you know what I mean. It's all feelings and scents with a soundtrack of your choice playing in the background.